And instead of worrying about my exams I'm actually here blogging.
Forever and ever, I try and try, but I keep falling back to square one.
What would you do, when life seems so tough, when you've got nothing to fall back on, when you feel so lost, when you just feel.. like giving up - on life, on yourself?
And you just feel like dying, so you could have the answers to all the questions that you could never understand.
I'm not here to let everyone know I'm wallowing myself with self-pity. I'm just confused. As if I'm suddenly left to face the world alone.
Untitled (Perfect title. I don't know how I'm feeling either.)
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded By the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound But no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto A time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't